Unbearable Suffering: A Personal Struggle With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a overcast Monday morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense sensation bloomed behind my right eye. Then came quick shocks, reminiscent of electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the pain subsided and then returned with greater force. Four times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and again in spring, soon forming an annual cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-on pain in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP finally referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
This condition typically begin with intense pain around a single eye that lasts up to three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the condition, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches usually start with abrupt, severe pain around a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal bouts; others have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the severity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the number dropped to 4% when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, like several causes, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often mistook her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during episodes. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.
Nevertheless, the inability to plan daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an evil spirit who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Historical healing texts suggest unusual remedies for what modern experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a separate disorder, with treatments including herbal concoctions to other, more folk cures.
It was a European doctor who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and vanishing each day at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by global medical societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major artery that supplies blood to the head. Prominent experts in diagnosing the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers published the findings of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, published in a prominent journal, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.
Despite such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's attacks started in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple surgeries before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor researched his complaints.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other common headache disorders, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific features such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. I remember calling a helpline during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring advisor talked them through oxygen therapy and medication until the episode eased.
Official guidance on treatment advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the attacks of some people.
But leading neurologists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is critical: “The length of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Short bouts with infrequent attacks are handled with abortive therapy alone. Longer or more intense periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve activity.
The national guidelines need updating to reflect a